entry - 08/31/2005: "cleaning house."

08.31.2005 cleaning house.

i have four day weekends and i just don't know what to do with myself. it's pretty nice, for sure. i've been going to the gym every day for almost two weeks. i feel healthier, less depressed, i sleep at night, and haven't had as many violent nightmares. i also wake up relatively early (11am instead of 1pm) because of my exercise from the day. i fit easily into 7/8 jeans, and i'm aiming lower. what's this sunnytime crap all about anyway? we know better than to think that everything is going good for me. yeah, right.

a lot of shitty things have been happening to me lately. undeserved things. things that totally crush your self-worth and personal wellbeing without reason. i can't take anymore of this kind of psychological damage; it's already ruined about five years (one-quarter) of my life. in lieu of said events, perhaps now i'll have more time to:

update this site
work on art projects
spend more time in FMLA
make better grades, i'm shooting for all A's this semester
not shave anything i don't want to
play accordion better
not feel weird going to nightclubs
spend my money on myself and not have to share
make really good web sites for my clients
lose more weight
read more books
all around have less stress

i'm getting rid of a little bit of excess baggage in my life; i'm cleaning house. i'm pretty sure it's for the best, but who's to know if it really is or not. i'm gonna make a bet...

so i'm not going to dwell too much, because that's a weak thing to do. i'm just going to post a photo and say that i came out on top in this one, i guess. there's always next time.

i'm actually pretty sleepy as i'm typing this, which i appreciate. i have to get up EARLY at 9:15am tomorrow. whew, tough life, eh? i'm getting beautiful in t-minus three months and one week.

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